hot spring

Today, we came to xiongyue, a small county 160 km away from Dalian.There are hot springs, so each colleagues have brought to their families,take this opportunity to dunk in hot spring. We spent two days there,and the work is not bad as I imagined, because we only had a little of work.Most of the time is spented on disporting, eating, dunking in hot spring. In these people, I was the youngest except for a colleague's daughter, and we do not have common hobbies, so when they play poker, I have to go swimming alone.

Do not let me disgust

Tomorrow we will be going to another city, and come back two days later.Because there is cold, and life will be inconvenient, so I do not like to go there, but it is not decided by me.

I can not surf on the internet these two days, can not read my friends' blog, can not write blog.

When a person in a bad mood, the quality of life will drop, capacity will fall, things learned before will become very bad , as I write article now, I am a blank mind.All my previous efforts wasted!!

stew in my own juice

The wrong choice, patience, time and again, I destroyed the brighter future.All pay exchange of any changes, because I chose the wrong.I always pay for some things not worth paying.

Selfish people are always selfish. There are the person who can never be touched by others, because they do not have such feelings cells.In life, feeling is nothing sometimes.

No thought, no understanding, no concern, only selfish, it is ignorance, it is foolish!!!!

Is God really fair?

Calm down

Five months will be passed, I found that my life is very confusing. Because of ideological exclusion, I have been unable to concentrate on doing things, of course, with the result that a lot of work is not done well. I am embarrassed because many of the mistakes in the work. A good start for a person in the unit have great impact, I realize that this is a serious problem.

The problem is my performance has been poor, and sometimes even I can not believe that I will make mistakes that should not be committed.One of the reason is that I can not fully into the present life, it is within my subconscious, I always could not pay attention to what I did, when a very simple matter appears again, I still do not know how to resolve.

I have always been disturbed because of some things outside of work. Other people always fail to see the true face of life. Perhaps these things on others appear to be insignificant, But I seem to be some special circumstances and situation so that I can not but to solve these problems seriously.

When I was suddenly busy, and some other things will be forgotten, so my life is a little worse. One of my colleagues often inconceivable for my performance. He always asked me "What do you think every day?" "What are you thinking? Please concentrate on that!" "Why are you always vague?".

Gosh! Worst work! Worse life!

I need more time

I spented a lot of time to add music player on my blog, I can not find my favorite because no one is fully consistent with my request. shape, pattern, color, function......？？！！！

Every day I was looking for something I can write it down, tell others. But every day is very plain,sitting in the chair from the morning to the night , nothing has happened.

Time is always not enough, and soon I will have to go to sleep, I must get up on time tomorrow morning.

Sleep could ease our pressure,regulate our mood, but couldnot solve the problem.Venting is important,difficulties will still exist,Sometimes we could do nothing about it.

I need more time!!

Colors of the wind

Think you own whatever land you land on
The earth is just a dead thing you can claim
But I know every rock and tree and creature
Has a life has a spirit has a name
Think the only people who are people
Are the people who look and think like you
But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger
You'll learn things you never knew
You never knew
Have you ever heard the wolf cry
To the blue corn moon
Or asked the grinning bobcat why he grinned
Can you sing with all the voices of the mountain
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind
Come run the hidden pine trails of the forest
Come taste the sun-sweet berries of the earth
Come roll in all the riches all around you
And for once never wonder what they're worth
The rainstorm and the river are my brothers
The heron and the otter are my friends
And we are all connected to each other
In a circle in a hoop that never ends
Have you ever heard the wolf cry
To the blue corn moon
Or let the eagle tell you where he's been
Can you sing with all the voices of the mountain
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind
How high does the sycamore grow
If you cut it down then you'll never know
And you'll never hear the wolf cry
To the blue corn moon
For whether we are white of copper-skinned
We need to sing with all the voices of the mountain
We need to paint with all the colors of the wind
You can own the earth and still
All you'll own is earth until
You can paint with all the colors of the wind

Life Is To Be Whole

We always lose our balance in life,We often ask ourselves which is the best,and Spent a lot of time in choosing.But this is very painful,because different choices may decide a different life,and everything is not be able to be changed.

I hope my choice is affirmative,is perfect, there is no regret.But I find it is difficult to know what the future is,I fear my choice is not as I think now.I have been wandering.Matbe no one really knows what should the life be.I have read the following article,Is the hankering for perfection the wrong understanding of life?

Once a circle missed a wedge.The circle wanted to be whole，so it went around looking for its missing piece．But because it was incomplete and therefore could roll only very slowly，it admired the flowers along the way．It chatted with worms．It enjoyed the sunshine．It found lots of different pieces，but none of them fit．So it left them all by the side of the road and kept on searching．Then one day the circle found a piece that fit perfectly．It was so happy．Now it could be whole，with nothing missing．It incorporated the missing piece into itself and began to roll．Now that it was a perfect circle，it could roll very fast，too fast to notice the flowers or talking to the worms．When it realized how different the world seemed when it rolled so quickly，it stopped，left its found piece by the side of the road and rolled slowly away．

The lesson of the story，I suggested，was that in some strange sense we are more whole when we are missing something．The man who has everything is in some ways a poor man．He will never know what it feels like to yearn，to hope，to nourish his soul with the dream of something better．He will never know the experience of having someone who loves him give him something he has always wanted or never had.

There is a wholeness about the person who has come to terms with his limitations，who has been brave enough to let go of his unrealistic dreams and not feel like a failure for doing so．There is a wholeness about the man or woman who has learned that he or she is strong enough to go through a tragedy and survive，who can lose someone and still feel like a complete person．

Life is not a trap set for us by God so that he can condemn us for failing．Life is not a spelling bee，where no matter how many words you've gotten right，you're disqualified if you make one mistake．Life is more like a baseball season，where even the best team loses one－third of its games and even the worst team has its days of brilliance．Our goal is to win more games than we lose．

When we accept that imperfection is part of being human，and when we can continue rolling through life and appreciate it，we will have achieved a wholeness that others can only aspire to．That，I believe，is what God asks of us－－not “Be perfect”，not “Don't even make a mistake”，but “Be whole.”

If we are brave enough to love，strong enough to forgive，generous enough to rejoice in another's happiness，and wise enough to know there is enough love to go around for us all，then we can achieve a fulfillment that no other living creature will ever know．