What do I want

I was a man who have very consuming appetency, I rarely feel that the presence of a happy because my dissatisfaction with life. Perhaps I was too demanding to my life, but I think this is not a bad thing, a man always try to develop in a good direction, but I found I'm very tired.

I often ask myself really what I want, in fact, I do not know the answer at all. All my efforts is to give my family happy lives, including my parents, sister, girlfriend. Of course, I would have my own small family later. But no matter how did I exert myself, our lives can not always be satisfied, and even some of the most basic issue can not be resolved.

My parents are still lived a uptight life, at the same time, they need to repay debts, what I can do is not to continue to ask for money. My sister needs the money to continue her study, I really want to help her fulfill this wish, and I hope I can give my family a happy future life.

What I really need? Money? No, I need the ability and force to be able to change the destiny and the life, and the courage and willpower to envisage the difficulties and challenges.

My weekend

Today is Saturday,this is my fourth weekend that do not have to go to work. The weekend is very boring now, I can do nothing except surfing on the internet and reading. I feel that the University time is the best.

This morning, I reviewed English sentences I learned a few days ago. I had lunch about twelve o'clock. where I have to eat is the first floor of the shopping center . Although there is not how delicious meals, I often go there to eat.

When I was alone, I often forget to eat.I was not feeling hungry at all and I can sitting in my desk all day.It is overcast today.

When the evening it began to rain. Soon, it was dark, I can not see anything out the window, only those lighting in people's home seemed to be especially warmth. I began to miss my family and my girlfriend. I have at my own home with my family at this time , that is how happy.