I was a man who have very consuming appetency, I rarely feel that the presence of a happy because my dissatisfaction with life. Perhaps I was too demanding to my life, but I think this is not a bad thing, a man always try to develop in a good direction, but I found I'm very tired.
I often ask myself really what I want, in fact, I do not know the answer at all. All my efforts is to give my family happy lives, including my parents, sister, girlfriend. Of course, I would have my own small family later. But no matter how did I exert myself, our lives can not always be satisfied, and even some of the most basic issue can not be resolved.
My parents are still lived a uptight life, at the same time, they need to repay debts, what I can do is not to continue to ask for money. My sister needs the money to continue her study, I really want to help her fulfill this wish, and I hope I can give my family a happy future life.
What I really need? Money? No, I need the ability and force to be able to change the destiny and the life, and the courage and willpower to envisage the difficulties and challenges.
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