Calm down

Five months will be passed, I found that my life is very confusing. Because of ideological exclusion, I have been unable to concentrate on doing things, of course, with the result that a lot of work is not done well. I am embarrassed because many of the mistakes in the work. A good start for a person in the unit have great impact, I realize that this is a serious problem.

The problem is my performance has been poor, and sometimes even I can not believe that I will make mistakes that should not be committed.One of the reason is that I can not fully into the present life, it is within my subconscious, I always could not pay attention to what I did, when a very simple matter appears again, I still do not know how to resolve.

I have always been disturbed because of some things outside of work. Other people always fail to see the true face of life. Perhaps these things on others appear to be insignificant, But I seem to be some special circumstances and situation so that I can not but to solve these problems seriously.

When I was suddenly busy, and some other things will be forgotten, so my life is a little worse. One of my colleagues often inconceivable for my performance. He always asked me "What do you think every day?" "What are you thinking? Please concentrate on that!" "Why are you always vague?".

Gosh! Worst work! Worse life!