Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Calm down

Five months will be passed, I found that my life is very confusing. Because of ideological exclusion, I have been unable to concentrate on doing things, of course, with the result that a lot of work is not done well. I am embarrassed because many of the mistakes in the work. A good start for a person in the unit have great impact, I realize that this is a serious problem.

The problem is my performance has been poor, and sometimes even I can not believe that I will make mistakes that should not be committed.One of the reason is that I can not fully into the present life, it is within my subconscious, I always could not pay attention to what I did, when a very simple matter appears again, I still do not know how to resolve.

I have always been disturbed because of some things outside of work. Other people always fail to see the true face of life. Perhaps these things on others appear to be insignificant, But I seem to be some special circumstances and situation so that I can not but to solve these problems seriously.

When I was suddenly busy, and some other things will be forgotten, so my life is a little worse. One of my colleagues often inconceivable for my performance. He always asked me "What do you think every day?" "What are you thinking? Please concentrate on that!" "Why are you always vague?".

Gosh! Worst work! Worse life!

1 comment:

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It was an academic essay written at the university level, and a lot of terminology you probably are not familiar with, since they are strictly literary terminologies (like "chiasmus" for example). Basically, I had to talk about how the author of the Holy Bible used the archetype of the garden in Genesis, which is the first book of the bible. I concentrated on the story of Adam and Eve, and how they ate the fruit that God told them not to eat, thus they were driven out of Eden and brought the downfall of humanity. Archetype is something that acts like a "model" for later works, and persists through time. For example, a very common archetype is the "star-crossed lovers", referring to Romeo and Juliet in Shakespeare's play. Since the play, many other authors have written works based on this, and many plots also feature such characters, leading to tragic endings. I hope that helped a bit with understanding the essay. Essays are not easy to read, since they are in the form of arguments, trying to prove an ultimate "thesis" or central idea. But it's just to give you an idea of the difference between formal and casual writing in Englsh.