I need more time

I spented a lot of time to add music player on my blog, I can not find my favorite because no one is fully consistent with my request. shape, pattern, color, function......？？！！！

Every day I was looking for something I can write it down, tell others. But every day is very plain,sitting in the chair from the morning to the night , nothing has happened.

Time is always not enough, and soon I will have to go to sleep, I must get up on time tomorrow morning.

Sleep could ease our pressure,regulate our mood, but couldnot solve the problem.Venting is important,difficulties will still exist,Sometimes we could do nothing about it.

I need more time!!

Colors of the wind

Think you own whatever land you land on
The earth is just a dead thing you can claim
But I know every rock and tree and creature
Has a life has a spirit has a name
Think the only people who are people
Are the people who look and think like you
But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger
You'll learn things you never knew
You never knew
Have you ever heard the wolf cry
To the blue corn moon
Or asked the grinning bobcat why he grinned
Can you sing with all the voices of the mountain
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind
Come run the hidden pine trails of the forest
Come taste the sun-sweet berries of the earth
Come roll in all the riches all around you
And for once never wonder what they're worth
The rainstorm and the river are my brothers
The heron and the otter are my friends
And we are all connected to each other
In a circle in a hoop that never ends
Have you ever heard the wolf cry
To the blue corn moon
Or let the eagle tell you where he's been
Can you sing with all the voices of the mountain
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind
How high does the sycamore grow
If you cut it down then you'll never know
And you'll never hear the wolf cry
To the blue corn moon
For whether we are white of copper-skinned
We need to sing with all the voices of the mountain
We need to paint with all the colors of the wind
You can own the earth and still
All you'll own is earth until
You can paint with all the colors of the wind

Life Is To Be Whole

We always lose our balance in life,We often ask ourselves which is the best,and Spent a lot of time in choosing.But this is very painful,because different choices may decide a different life,and everything is not be able to be changed.

I hope my choice is affirmative,is perfect, there is no regret.But I find it is difficult to know what the future is,I fear my choice is not as I think now.I have been wandering.Matbe no one really knows what should the life be.I have read the following article,Is the hankering for perfection the wrong understanding of life?

Once a circle missed a wedge.The circle wanted to be whole，so it went around looking for its missing piece．But because it was incomplete and therefore could roll only very slowly，it admired the flowers along the way．It chatted with worms．It enjoyed the sunshine．It found lots of different pieces，but none of them fit．So it left them all by the side of the road and kept on searching．Then one day the circle found a piece that fit perfectly．It was so happy．Now it could be whole，with nothing missing．It incorporated the missing piece into itself and began to roll．Now that it was a perfect circle，it could roll very fast，too fast to notice the flowers or talking to the worms．When it realized how different the world seemed when it rolled so quickly，it stopped，left its found piece by the side of the road and rolled slowly away．

The lesson of the story，I suggested，was that in some strange sense we are more whole when we are missing something．The man who has everything is in some ways a poor man．He will never know what it feels like to yearn，to hope，to nourish his soul with the dream of something better．He will never know the experience of having someone who loves him give him something he has always wanted or never had.

There is a wholeness about the person who has come to terms with his limitations，who has been brave enough to let go of his unrealistic dreams and not feel like a failure for doing so．There is a wholeness about the man or woman who has learned that he or she is strong enough to go through a tragedy and survive，who can lose someone and still feel like a complete person．

Life is not a trap set for us by God so that he can condemn us for failing．Life is not a spelling bee，where no matter how many words you've gotten right，you're disqualified if you make one mistake．Life is more like a baseball season，where even the best team loses one－third of its games and even the worst team has its days of brilliance．Our goal is to win more games than we lose．

When we accept that imperfection is part of being human，and when we can continue rolling through life and appreciate it，we will have achieved a wholeness that others can only aspire to．That，I believe，is what God asks of us－－not “Be perfect”，not “Don't even make a mistake”，but “Be whole.”

If we are brave enough to love，strong enough to forgive，generous enough to rejoice in another's happiness，and wise enough to know there is enough love to go around for us all，then we can achieve a fulfillment that no other living creature will ever know．

Love is...

Tiredness

I'm tired, not for work, but life.

I'm tired, not for now, but future.

I'm tired, not for what I have, but what I didn't have.

I'm tired, not for me, but someone else.

I wish I were you,but I'm not.

I thought I am something, in fact I am anything.

If I am..., If I can....

But there is no "if....",there is only fact.

Some Thoughts

I wrote blog has been for some time，but I can not write all what I mean in English completely accurate and correct. Maybe the sentence I wrote will make my foreign friends laugh, or they cann't understand what I mean at all, or can only rely on guess. I am sorry to you! I think something must be done about it.

The following sentences are extracted from the blog of my friend:

-don't think "what if....." Just do it.

-a sense of order makes a lot of difference.

-If you really want something, laziness shouldn't be in your vocabulary.

-Be tough.Do what's necessary.

I can understand them easily,each sentence are simple, there is no uncommon words, no complex structures, they are fluent. But I cann't do it like this.

Where can I go for help?

Come on

Tonight I may have to go to bed early, during this period of time the daily sleep very late and long time sitting in front of computer, today my eyes felt uncomfortable, I would like to rest as soon as possible.

Recently I learn an English song, so during the day I listen to it again and again. This week is about to be ended, this month also will be ended, the time passed really fast.

Today my Canadian friend returned my message, write a lot, even more than the content of my blog. HE HE!

I know she is very busy, a lot of things should to be done, she is a fortitudinous girl. I am at a loss what to say, I am certainly not saying that you should go to sleep and then do other things, as this, she may has bad results which she did not want to happen. However, I do not wish she has only little time to sleep every day, it is harmful for body,and I do not want she becomes a coffee girl. It is very difficult to choose.

This difficult time will be the best memories when she succeed. I can only hope that she take care of herself, at the same time strive to do what should be done, and I hope to hear she say "I finally relaxed!"

Come on,girl!